2022.01.29 07:03 DoveTaketh "Hand over the found in raid or crafted item:"Army Cap" quest doesn't allow 'Army Cap (Flora)'?
2022.01.29 07:03 koalafiedx Certificate of Clearance
Hi guys. I’m not really sure if this is the right place to ask but I have no one else to turn to and hope y’all can help me. I feel so stupid tbh. I’m applying for the teacher credential program here in California. I did my live scan. Do I have to wait for my live scan to clear before I apply for certificate of clearance or can I go do that right now? I appreciate y’all.
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2022.01.29 07:03 Calbros30 I have no one to go to, I just wanna have my feelings known by someone
I just wanna start off by saying I’ve never used this app in my life, so I hope I’m posting this in the right place, and that I’ve always been bad at explaining things so I apologize if my thoughts seem scattered or if I don’t explain things super well, but I’m about to turn 17 and still nearly a year after splitting with my ex my mental state is getting worse. I met this girl when I was 14 in 8th grade at around the same time I was finally realizing that my friends who I cared about a lot, hardly cared about me at all. I was a part of this big friend group where I found no one really valued me and I was the butt of all the jokes. Then I met this girl and suddenly none of my problems mattered anymore. We started talking near the end of the school year, and the following summer will without a doubt be burned into my mind like a movie for the rest of my life. We spent a ridiculous amount of time together that summer, because her mom worked at the elementary school that was less than half a mile from my house, where I’d wake up early every morning just to go see her, and we’d just hang around the school for the entire day. I can’t think of a single day that entire summer where there weren’t at least a couple times we’d find ourselves laughing so hard we couldn’t breathe. No matter how many times I try to put my thoughts on paper, I have never been able to accurately explain how incredibly happy I was, or how deeply I fell in love with that girl. The connection I felt wit her was so so deep and genuine that she has been the only person I have felt comfortable telling absolutely anything. We were each other’s first kiss and first time. (Forgot to mention our relationship lasted 2 years) it was around this time that summer was ending and we went into 9th grade, and I stopped talking to my friends, and distanced myself from most people I used to hang out with. I didn’t even care because she was all I needed. We spent every minute we possibly could with each other, probably to an unhealthy extent. I remember my mom constantly telling me that she could tell I really loved her, and that she was glad but that I also needed to hang out with my guy friends. Of course I didn’t listen, and we only created more memories throughout freshman year. Then at the end of freshman year, the first covid lockdowns happened and everything just started falling apart around me. Our relationship was still going fine but my parents were strict about the social distancing orders, and I wasn’t able to see her nearly at all anymore, Only for a couple minutes at a time. As everyone knows it was super normal at that time to have a decline in mental health from having to physically isolate from the rest of the world. We went to school fully online now and that on top of us being super attached to each other made me admittedly pretty depressed. Nevertheless, it didn’t matter to us and we were just waiting for things to start going back to normal. By half way through sophomore year, we both were in bad mental states, and our facetime conversations that had once gone on for hours and hours became less and less, and we weren’t talking to each other as much. I desperately wanted to fix things and thought a short break from our relationship would help, since my parents were finally really close to letting me go out and do things again. I told her this, but she didn’t want to take a break, and that it was better to completely split. Even now, I hate myself for how I handled things. Asking to take a break was the biggest mistake I ever made, and I didn’t try hard enough to convince her to stay, because all the times we told each other we’d spend the rest of our lives together made me incapable of fathoming actually losing her for good, and I thought things would work themselves out within a few days. Later on, i pathetically called and texted her a few times telling her how I missed her and that we could still work things out, but it was already too late. Looking at her social media accounts barely after we split she was posting her life as if absolutely nothing happened and as if the split didn’t effect her at all. I mean, she was just a completely different person from the one I knew. She was already in another relationship just 2 months after getting out of our 2 year relationship and this has been tearing me apart for the nearly entire year we’ve been apart. I feel so incredibly betrayed, and I have no idea how to cope. No matter how much I ponder I still can’t comprehend how she could just replace me like that. So effortlessly. The breakup didn’t hurt her. But what about all the times she told me she could never lose me? What about the countless times I was the person who she would go to, to console her when she was in tears over her body dysmorphia? I was the one who made sure she didn’t starve herself when she didn’t like her body image. I was the one who she would talk to about her family problems, we talked about our future together, I was the one who loved her, and taught her how to love herself when she was incapable of doing it on her own. I put her happiness and well being over my own consistently, and I loved her more than myself. Yet she just replaced me like I was worthless. I just can’t comprehend it. I resent the person I’ve become without her. I used to be so happy. She made me want to be the best version of myself. She made me want to better myself. She made me feel invincible. Now I’m just a shell of the person I was. I can’t find motivation to do anything, I fell out of love with my old passions, and I push everyone away. I’m so angry all the time. My relationship with my parents has declined. I started having suicidal thoughts about 5 months ago, even though I doubt I’ll ever have the balls to try anything. It started off as me only thinking about it on occasion when I was at my lowest points, but now I find myself constantly daydreaming about kms. Sometimes because it feels like no one would care, and other times because of the idea of absolutely shattering the lives of everyone around me. Again, I highly doubt I’ll ever have to courage to try it, even though I wish I did. I have dreams all the time about what it would be like if we were somehow back together. Sometimes I hate her for replacing me so quickly, and wish she could feel the same hurting as I do, and sometimes I just wish I could plead for things to go back to how they were. Anyway, whoever you are, thank you for reading this far. It feels great being able to get all this off my chest.
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2022.01.29 07:03 crytoloover Metoshi - Молодой и перспективный DeFi проект со своей централизованной биржей.
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2022.01.29 07:03 Singhvistaar [iOS] [Sheet Music Scanner] [$4.99–> Free] [Scan or upload printed sheet music and listen to it in different formats and instruments, directly on your device]
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2022.01.29 07:03 No-Presentation-1718 How to wayland?
I installed EOS with KDE as my DE in november. Therefore my default session is x11. How can i switch over to wayland (since there is no session chooser in my login screen)?
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2022.01.29 07:03 ibreakingdown TOK Exhibition help needed (“Does some knowledge belong only to particular communities of knowers?”)
2022.01.29 07:03 Mnux_ crop on Italy from recent METOP C pass
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2022.01.29 07:03 NarwhalBlast69 All this time and I'm still garb
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2022.01.29 07:03 TidyCompetition Kriptomat - Free €10.00 immediately when you purchase €100 in Bitcoin
Kriptomat is an easy to use crypt platform based in Eurpope. They are currently offering €10.00 when you use a SEPA bank transfer buy €100 in Bitcoin. (I recommend buying €101 to be sure).
Any bank account in Euros you have will be able to send a SEPA transfer for free. If you do not have one I recommend using TransferWise, Bitwala, Revolut, Starling, Monese etc
The Kriptomat charges are on the high side for exchanges. You will be charged:
2022.01.29 07:03 Morgan-992 CREATE UNIQUE AND DELICATE CUPCAKE DESIGN WITH EASE
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2022.01.29 07:03 Then_Light_3991 'Girls Trip' THE SEQUEL is officially underway
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2022.01.29 07:03 Ill-Opportunity-8503 light novel volume 4 needed
2022.01.29 07:03 thedaveisme Deficiency?
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2022.01.29 07:03 fakeJerry_Lee 指明方向？越指越烂！
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2022.01.29 07:03 LocalNPC29 To all the employees who successfully left CVS..
What kind of job did you land after leaving? Some days I really just want to clock out and never come back. What are some jobs that can be easy to transition from retail?
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2022.01.29 07:03 ElvenWorld999 📢1800 sets of Genesis equipment 💥The first round of pre-sales 🕕Countdown: 2 hours 🎁Benefits of the first supporters of @elvenworld 💰Seize this opportunity! 👇 https://link.medium.com/n46ovJk1cnb
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2022.01.29 07:03 lochydjango r/StealingTheShow Subdirect Statistics
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2022.01.29 07:03 Able_Signature_85 The AI is dreaming, but of whom?
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2022.01.29 07:03 RevolutionaryMarch28 here's some stuff with new format
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2022.01.29 07:03 _kiminara /Pristiq Subdirect Statistics
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