2021.09.20 04:26 Counterfeit_Circus An Interesting Title
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2021.09.20 04:26 CasualBakuganFan Madagascar reference
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2021.09.20 04:26 Personal-Leather9421 ILPT: what’s some good methods to start using for good $?
2021.09.20 04:26 HeavenGaze This wine was INCREDIBLE! Like 15$ too :)
2021.09.20 04:26 Chimookie When is a time in your life where you wondered if you did the right thing?
2021.09.20 04:26 RevolutionaryCar789 Think I'm ready to be social again.
Around the beginning of the pandemic, I decided to go into hermit mode. I only went to work and home. Luckily I love my job (healthcare worker) so it wasn't hard to throw myself into it.
The reason I decided to do this was because for the longest time I felt like I didn't really matter to my friends and I was basically around as a plus 1. I mean in the beginning of lockdown I tried to reach out to my friends and check up on them but to no avail. I decided to permanently quit Facebook(main source of communication with my friends group) and start my isolation.
Before I go any further I feel like it's necessary to reveal that I've been clinically diagnosed with severe depression and have been taking medication for it and have really been fighting that battle by myself. I also believe I have undiagnosed bipolar disorder which may also contribute to how I feel.
So it's been over a year since the pandemic began and now I'm starting to feel the strain of isolation and part of me just wants to go back and be around people who are familiar to me. I haven't had any contact with them since I began this so part of me wants to keep it that way because it's proving my bad thoughts right because I don't believe that they care about me but I also can't tell what's made up in my head or what's real.
I know that I'm not the only person that's been affected by the world events and that everybody is dealing with their own problems but to be honest this is something that I wanted to do for a few years now, covid just gave me a perfect opportunity to put it into action.
I'm ready to be around people that I feel care about me and I'm ready to.....idk. it's easy for me to say that I want to die all the time because death means that I don't have to deal with these complicated things in my head and I don't have to deal with the pain and embarrassment of being rejected by people. The hardest thing in the world is just to stay around and work through everything to just try to find some semblance of happiness, but I don't know where to start.
This is what's on my mind, thanks for reading.
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2021.09.20 04:26 Whyn0t69 Best weapons for each class (for begginers)
Hello. I bought this game close to launch because i wanted to see RTX with my own eyes, but i quit shortly because of the lag and lack of friends. I start playing this game again few days ago because several of my friends bought it (it's 1-2 euros nowadays) and i am curious about this thing. What are the best weapons for each class for begginers? My favorites are medic and assault. What weapons whould i max out? And what grenades are the best?
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2021.09.20 04:26 All_GonnaMakeItBrah Just Relapsed But Feeling Stronger Than Ever
Hey guys, I just relapsed.
When I first joined NoFap, I was pretty skeptical if it was real or not. I saw a few posts explaining some crazy benefits like lots of energy and decreased social anxiety. And let me tell you, it’s fricken real. Today for the first time in my life a girl asked if she could have my number. I ended up getting a perfect score on a test, and raised my grade up 20%. I was even able to wake up before my alarm went on. For the first time life was feeling really, really, enjoyable. Living just felt fun.
Sadly, those benefits are now gone. Social anxiety has came back, and I’m feeling pretty tired. But only for a while, for I while come back stronger than ever. Thank you all for creating a lifesaving community. You are all changing many lives.
See you in 90 days when I can finally say “Veni, Vidi, Vichi!”
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2021.09.20 04:26 juzluking String of bad decisions
I was truly inspired when I met this guy. So inspired that I decided to follow him halfway across the world. We agreed to this plan; only I was dumped 6 months into the plan. The reason I was dumped is a whole other story.
I agreed to study to where he is so we can physically be together while I get my permanent visa sorted. I left my job, studied a new field, got into debt, and emptied my bank accounts. I know pretty, stupid but I thought he was worth it. But it ended.
Of course I was heartbroken. Here is someone I would like to marry someday but I did not realise he did not even want to be with me. So while I was mending my heart, life had to move on. I had to frantically look for a full time job again because I no longer have the means to pay for my debt (we agreed that he will help me finance my move and studies). And I know for a fact that I might fail school if I get a full time job (in my country, part-time job is not a thing). But I had to.
So that meant sending out as many applications and going to as many interviews as I could get. I got a job, a crappy one that needs me to sleep at odd hours but it pays. The trade off, I'm almost failing school. I knew this would happen and yet I voluntarily got myself into this situation. I got one of my results back this morning and I was hanging by a thread. I don't see failing as a remote possibility especially that more school assessments are due soon and work is about to get demanding.
I feel like I have screwed myself over. No more guy to follow in that country. Getting a job to pay for my studies but may end up costing me more (cause I might have to repeat failed classes). I have lost confidence and I'm at a point of just giving up. I know some people have it worse. But if all you built ever since you can remember fall apart, I think you'd also think you're in a bad spot. I hate me.
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2021.09.20 04:26 opleahy96 Been on a hiatus for a while, here are some recent pickups coming back
2021.09.20 04:26 Choice-Independent81 I want to get this job
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2021.09.20 04:26 mjacksongt Maggie (12 weeks) loves climbing in this blanket basket
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2021.09.20 04:26 Drank_your_moms_milk Hey my little step brother makes stop motion
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2021.09.20 04:26 DuffelBagMan Rate my outfit
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2021.09.20 04:26 drodg58885 First 4K CP!!! - didn’t goto work today
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2021.09.20 04:26 jrb083 Can I prune this Weeping Cherry
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2021.09.20 04:26 guacamoll_1 New photos surface of the Prime Minister of Canada in blackface - Justin Trudeau
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2021.09.20 04:26 jrmckins Looking to make my first purchase of Cubans (USA resident)
I've seen this list of sites and poked around a little. I'm looking for the best deal. It looks like ihavanas has the best prices (based on my limited poking around); is there a better site? Is there special going on right now on any site that's really good? I'm pretty open to brand and we both like 6x60s but I'm wide open to pretty much any size and any strength. We both like any strength from mild to "holy crap, I think I'm going to puke".
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2021.09.20 04:26 artemisneurons Can moles that you're born with become canerous?
I have the worst health anxiety and need some reassurance. I naturally have a lot of smaller moles/freckles on my body. I never go in the sun and like to keep an eye out on any changes. I was born with two bigger moles on my back. One is raised, and the other is super flat. They're pretty big and I've had them since I was born. Never bothered me. The one thats flat seems to have three mini moles inside of it, I am unsure if it always had those mini moles or if they're new. But nonetheless, all of them are perfectly circular, same color, and have been constant shape (not growing). I've never gone to a dermatologist before and one of my moms friends was just telling me about her visit recently. I was like "oh I have these two moles I was born with on my back, maybe I should get them checked" and she took and look and freaked out and said I should have never waited this long and should see a dermatologist. Here I am freaking out and I don't think I can sleep tonight. I made an appointment with a dermatologist for removal but I just can't sit still. Anybody else have gone through something similar?
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2021.09.20 04:26 ocpms1 Washing hair frequency?
I am confused about this. I know your scalp and hair need the good oils that your scalp produce and washing removes those leaving hair subject to potential danger. I know alot of people train their hair and wait 4, 5, and 6 days between washes. Then people have a great hair day and when complemented people often say "Oh, I washed it". Why not wash more often if there is that noticible diffetence? Using hair styling products, dry shampoo, etc. Is putting more chemicals in your hair. Doesn't that negate the good done by not washing? I really do not understand. I tried going 3 days between wsshes and my hair is so oily. I have to use so much dry shampoo and curl cream and etc that it no longer feels soft or pretty. I feel like the only one that washes every day. Can someone explain?
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2021.09.20 04:26 joshingram Am I the only one who thinks blockers hands are getting too sticky?
I’ve noticed this on several occasions lately, WR, a TE, and RB, or at least two out of three can be closely converging on the same point to receive and even with only one blocker nearby, the pass will be intercepted by that blocker who is often further away. I’m only playing on Hard, and I don’t recall it being this way a month ago. It’s starting to get a bit ridiculous, but I might expect that if I was on Extreme.
I feel like I need an aircraft carrier flight deck worth of space anymore to get a complete pass…
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2021.09.20 04:26 FrontpageWatch2020 [#115|+2995|39] Sometimes you just need a little push! [r/BeAmazed]
2021.09.20 04:26 brahforeal Me: “Honey, I’d like to have the RG Hi-Nu gundam!” Her: “We have Hi Nu gundam at home!”